It is no secret that that my paintings have layers of symbolism, often consciously unintended on my part. At times the symbolism is obvious. The above painting received its title from the fact the children I was with while painting, kept trying to eat the still life! But there is another layer to the title–one that I do not often discuss, even with my closest friends.
There is an immense prejudice in our society for color. Susan Sargent states in her book The Comfort of Color:
“After being highly highly valued for centuries, color became forbidden fruit,.associated with loose reasoning, slack morals, and unrestrained living. In this extreme climate, reason, conformity, and moral rectitude ruled. Color, like emotion, was to be managed, controlled, and subdued.”
Particularly in the representative artist circles, bright, saturated color is often considered, “too sweet”, “garish” even, “vulgar.” Don’t believe me? Chromophobia has been seeping into western culture for some time. Read the following: scroll down to the next paragraph on page 22 where it starts with, “the notion” down through page 23 ending in the beginning of page 24. http://books.google.com/books?id=QSu0aLKfdukC&lpg=PA23&ots=wFg6HOmCJW&dq=%22charles%20blanc%22%20internal%20threat&pg=PA22#v=onepage&q=%22charles%20blanc%22%20internal%20threat&f=true
So! Once again we get to religion! In particular, false doctrine. Color is feminine, beguiling, and we all know that all our problems started with that evil creation of the woman who ruined everything for the perfect man. The fact that I’m a woman, perhaps speaks volumes for my use of color. But I’m not even allowed to object!!! Like my use of color, I must be tempered and subdued, brought in under man’s restraint and control. How did I suddenly become responsible for the very destruction of all mankind?! My revered ancestors initiated our mortal journey, without which, none of us would even be around! Eve must be thanked for her part of embracing her humanity. As the mother of all living, I am confident she would have painted with beautiful, saturated color.
Additionally disturbing, is the prevalent belief that the use of pure color, even straight out of the tube, is a mark of a beginner. Children, LOVE bright colors, and it is only when they grow older and have been corrupted by our rigid society that they turn away from their beautiful tastes.
With all due respect to all the fabulous artists that hold this believe, and who may very well themselves suffer from chromophobia, I object to this misguided and misinformed idea! Frankly, I have yet, to see a beginning artist use pure, beautiful color (unless they are children). On the contrary, beginners and professionals alike tend to muddy and deaden their paints killing any sense of liveliness and light that can only be described with the proper use of saturated color.
Being aware of this prejudice regarding the use of color, I have devoted the last year to….(cringe)…gray. I wanted acceptance among “those that are in the know”. I have explored the earth pigments, I’ve spent considerable time painting “reality”…in fact, graying down what I see. I wanted to try it “their way” before discounting the repeated professional advice to “tone down” my use of color. The above two little studies were painted at moments of weakness in my resolve to paint the ugly mud that my mentors encouraged me in pursuing. Painting these was pure (and forbidden) delight! Is an artist allowed to adore the fruits of their labor?!
My year of gray is coming to an end (oh, the joy!) and it has not been without its learning moments. I do not regret it, yet, have no desire to repeat it. My paintings have grown. I’ve learned the value of neutrality, of balance, restraint, and quiet harmony. In doing so, I have moved forward in my painting journey. I’ve also gained much needed confidence in my painting voice. Indeed, I do not use bright colors simply because I lack knowledge in controlling them. I use them, because I am no chromophobe. I use them because I am NOT afraid! Not afraid of color, not afraid of mistakes, not afraid of hardships.
I hope you enjoy these miniatures that will be displayed at Artic Rose Gallery for the month of December. They are not simply statements of defiance against conformity, rather, they are shouts of triumph over my adversity. They are not perfect paintings, rather, perfect expressions of my individuality–and hopefully yours as well. Matthew 20:7 Wherefore by their fruits ye shall know them. In fact, the entire chapter seems particularly appropriate to the subject.
Love the write up Talya. A lot of times I get tired of the art world’s “knowledgeable” people. I get urked by them because on one hand they preach, “No on can judge art, because to everyone it’s different.” Then they proceed to judge your paintings and inform you how to they would have done it differently or how they feel you, “Really are growing as an artist.” Really, where do they get off?!!?
It is said by that well known Greek philosopher A. Nonymous that one must try a given thing before one can knock it (rough translation you understand). So you tried and did not buy the ‘grey stage’. Chromophobia could not live in your studio nor in your heart from the way you capture living things on your easel.
Please don’t change, I love your ability to see color where there is none and strive to see those same colors.
Oh, please do not “Gray Down” your exciting use of color!! I love it! It’s joyful and happy!! Gray is sad and depressing. I think our world today has enough “Gray” in it without artists turning what beautiful colors are left into Gray, YUK! Stay colorful and stay young in your heart/soul and your life will be filled with joy and happiness!! Just my thoughts but I really do believe that! <3
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LOL, hopefully my “gray” period will prove to be a brief one.